Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Couldn't care less.....

Now I sit me down to study
I pray the Lord I wont go nutty
If I should fail to learn this junk,
I pray the lord I will not flunk.
But if I do, don't pity me at all,
Just sit my butt down in study hall.
Tell my parents I did my best,
Then pile my books apon my chest.
Now I lay me down to rest,
And pray I'll pass tomorrow's test.
If I should die before I wake,
That's one less test I'll have to take.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Exam Stress

What's this convulsion all around my neck?
I've bitten all my nails like a nervous wreck!
Hormones are flying from all glands,
Thinking my entire future lay right here in my hands.

My heartbeat is towering, i'm breathing so fast,
I'm still wondering how long these feelings will last!
All these negative thoughts are rising to my head,
how i really wish i was dead instead!

Relaxing is the key many people told me,
but i never realised how hard it would be!
So all i can do is hope and pray,
That when i enter my exams these feelings would go away!

If those thoughts remain fixed in my head,
I would certainly fail my mother said!
So i'm trying to think of things which are more cheerful,
but i'm unable to forget the thoughts that are truely fearful!

Lonely

The moon is always the best friend of a lonely heart......

Unwillingness

There are things that, we don't want to happen but have to ACCEPT. Things that we don't want to know but LEARN and people we can't live without but have to LET GO......

The bad dreams....

The sun has fallen once again,
there's sweat upon my brow.
I tremble, I shake, I must stay awake,
for i fear it is now close.

How many nights must I endure
this nightmare that never ends?
How much longer must I accept
this gift that the night always sends?

What have I done to deserve such fate
these sleepless nights in bed?
I rise from my pillow and sit and wait
for the dark things to clear from my head.

But the dark things they will never leave,
they stay and multiply.
I fear this nightmare will not go,
until the day i die.

So as the dark things call me once again,
and the shawdows dance upon my wall.
I try to find some comfort in knowing,
it is only a dream after all.

It is only a dream after all......